missing you

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Dear Sadie,
remember our day athe zoo?
one moment before i clicked my camera we were laughing at the Gorillas
the Gorillas were throwing big handfuls of hay at each other
You shouted ~
"look Nana Look!"
as a big male tumbled head first over his playmate
You burst out laughing
i started laughing
at that very moment
I remember thinking and feeling
This is Heaven

I stopped and took a big breathe
just as my camera froze this frame of you
I clicked open the deepest part of my heart
and placed this moment inside
so I might feel the fullness of the joy
that is You
when I am far away
on the Left coast
Missing You.
XOXOXO
Nana